Do you ever feel like if you just had a doctor's kit, you could "fix it"??
You ask yourself over & over & over, why waste the doctor's time & our money when it's really nothing!? It will pass.....It's NOTHING!!!
You ask yourself over & over & over, why waste the doctor's time & our money when it's really nothing!? It will pass.....It's NOTHING!!!
As I struggle with this blog, my "voice" is saying........"go ahead, lay it ALL out there!" My head is saying........"You've GOT to be kidding me? I can't get it straight in my head & I'm living it. How is the world am I going to put in from my heart & head to my fingers????" To be quite honest with you, I worry about my "voice" sometimes.....I think it could quite possibly be confusing me with someone else..........FAT CHANCE!!!!!
Here's what my head & my heart are struggling with......... so MANY signs! I started to type "but,".......there really is no BUT.......there are so many signs....if my family or friend, or a stranger for that matter, had as many signs (or symptoms) I would have been dragging them to the doctor way before now!! Why is it I feel I'm not worthy????
Am I not God's child? Didn't He choose me? Doesn't He love me? Is He not using me as an example of what His mercy grace does to a sinner!!!!???? Isn't my body the temple for the Holy Spirit?? (Romans 12:1) If the answers are YES........what am I doing ignoring the signs?????!!!!!!
I finally broke down/gave in/caved........NO!.....I finally prayed and OBEYED!!! My "voice" just kept saying, "How many more signs do you need? The signs you are receiving aren't in a "foreign language". You only have ONE life." There was no peace........the "voice" wouldn't stop......it continued on & on & on & on..........you get the point? Not only did the "voice" continue, so did the signs.
My signs (symptoms), the "voice", my loving husband, my "nagging" friends, OK I get it already! I'm NOT a doctor. It's time to lay down my pride. Throw my fears to God. Lean on Him!.....I finally went to the doctor this past Thursday. I am now having tests ran to see what is going on.....I will continue to keep you updated! Prayers are definitely appreciated!! Thanks to my "nagging" friends & my loving husband...........and thank you to my "voice", my guiding force! I DO HEAR YOU!!!
My New Year's Resolution: take care of me.............it's hard, but I'm doing it.....kicking & screaming the whole way!!!!!
Here's what my head & my heart are struggling with......... so MANY signs! I started to type "but,".......there really is no BUT.......there are so many signs....if my family or friend, or a stranger for that matter, had as many signs (or symptoms) I would have been dragging them to the doctor way before now!! Why is it I feel I'm not worthy????
Am I not God's child? Didn't He choose me? Doesn't He love me? Is He not using me as an example of what His mercy grace does to a sinner!!!!???? Isn't my body the temple for the Holy Spirit?? (Romans 12:1) If the answers are YES........what am I doing ignoring the signs?????!!!!!!
I finally broke down/gave in/caved........NO!.....I finally prayed and OBEYED!!! My "voice" just kept saying, "How many more signs do you need? The signs you are receiving aren't in a "foreign language". You only have ONE life." There was no peace........the "voice" wouldn't stop......it continued on & on & on & on..........you get the point? Not only did the "voice" continue, so did the signs.
My signs (symptoms), the "voice", my loving husband, my "nagging" friends, OK I get it already! I'm NOT a doctor. It's time to lay down my pride. Throw my fears to God. Lean on Him!.....I finally went to the doctor this past Thursday. I am now having tests ran to see what is going on.....I will continue to keep you updated! Prayers are definitely appreciated!! Thanks to my "nagging" friends & my loving husband...........and thank you to my "voice", my guiding force! I DO HEAR YOU!!!
My New Year's Resolution: take care of me.............it's hard, but I'm doing it.....kicking & screaming the whole way!!!!!
